How it Began

Most of the knowledge I have gathered over the years began to take shape more than thirty years ago, specifically in the vibrant autumn of 1990. It was during this time that I found myself sitting in front of my son’s computer, my fingers dancing across the keyboard, as the characters I envisioned sprang to life. The very first among them was Liesbeth, a captivating “walk-in soul” who stepped into the narrative with a purpose. Liesbeth took on the role of editor, weaving together the journals of other intriguing figures: Ingrid, Richard, and Annelies, transforming their poignant thoughts and experiences into visionary fiction novels. Through this process of storytelling, I sought to illuminate the complex visions, profound ideas, and intricate concepts that define our earthly existence and delve into the origins of the human species.

Over the years, I’ve learned that spiritual awakening isn’t just a big lightning bolt from the sky. It’s more like a long, twisty road, full of potholes and surprise detours. Back in the seventies, the insights I got were like shy little whispers, sometimes so soft I wondered if I’d made them up. But I kept trusting my spiritual mentor, my dear POWAH, who always shone like a lighthouse in the fog. With his guidance, I felt inspired to weave together the story of a collective soul arriving here on Earth, hoping to make sense of this wild, beautiful ride.

This odyssey of self-discovery ignited a fiery passion within me, but it also required significant transformations in my life. Many of these changes proved to be challenging, pushing me out of my comfort zone. However, as I reflect on the past forty years, I recognise that my own inner awakening has evolved in tandem with the first four pivotal stages of this spiritual journey.

2025

Now, as I dive into writing the fourth book in my Parallel Realities series, I feel as if I’m peeling back the layers of a beautiful onion. Sometimes there are a few tears, but always a sense of wonder. The story keeps surprising me, showing me hidden threads and secret doorways I never saw coming. It feels as if the universe is weaving this tapestry with me, each chapter shining a little more light on the spiritual truths I’ve stumbled across on my own journey. I truly hope that, as you read, you’ll feel a bit of that magic too.

Nadine, Her Intent
I am that I am

I’ve always felt a bit like a fish swimming against the current, never one to just accept what the mainstream or popular opinions tell me. Labels and boxes have never fit me, and I’ve learned to trust my own inner compass instead. When my soul nudged me to write about our Awakening and Ascension journey, I simply couldn’t ignore the call. With an open heart, I joined others in shining a light on truth and justice, gently encouraging humanity to wake up to its own beautiful potential.

For the past fifty years, I’ve been a curious student of spiritual science, soaking up wisdom from inspiring souls like Rudolf Steiner, Edgar Cayce, and C. G. Harrison, just to name a few. It’s been a humbling journey, and I love sharing the gems I’ve picked up along the way.
My biggest hope is that by sharing these stories and insights, I might inspire you to look a little deeper, to question what you’ve been told, and to discover your own truth. Even through the pages of visionary fiction, we can start to free ourselves from old patterns and step into a brighter, more awakened way of being.

A Free-thinker

I suppose you could say I was born with my wings already spread, a true free spirit at heart. My own sovereignty is precious to me, and I guard it like a rare gem. No one gets to fiddle with my thoughts or play with my feelings, not if I can help it! I feel most alive in a world overflowing with passion, kindness, and the freedom to express ourselves. Creativity is where my soul comes out to play, and I absolutely love anything that lets our minds twirl and leap with purpose.

Honouring my own freedom and the freedom of others is a promise I make to myself every day. I listen to that little voice inside, the one that nudges me to be true to myself, even when it feels a bit awkward or scary. I’ve found that when I live from my heart, regrets don’t get much of a chance to take root. Each day, I wake up and do my best to be the most authentic Nadine I can be, and along the way, I keep uncovering new layers of what freedom really means to my soul.

Civil Disobedient

I have always felt a gentle nudge in my heart to walk my own path, even if it means stepping outside the lines. My soul simply cannot sit quietly when I see the world’s illusions and deceptions swirling around us. I choose to write from a place of honesty and courage, sharing what I see and feel, even if it ruffles a few feathers. I refuse to let fear or the so-called rules of society dim my light or silence my voice. Instead, I open my heart and invite my readers to join me as I explore the deeper truths that lie beneath the surface. Through my spiritual journey, I hope to inspire readers to look beyond the stories we are told and to trust their own inner wisdom.

I also honour my conscience and do not comply with the ideological control of the evil Cabal. I stand up to reject those who manipulate our thinking minds or dominate our lives, refusing those programs imposed on us that are inconsistent with our natural principles, common sense, and humanity. I hope my fearless actions will resonate with you and inspire you to join me in protesting unlawful authoritative rule and resisting fraudulent oppression.

I see myself as a lifelong student, always curious and eager to peel back the layers of what I once believed. From a young age, I sensed that humanity had been gently rocked to sleep by stories that were not always true. Over the past fifty years, I have made it my mission to unlearn what no longer serves me, to wash away old patterns and beliefs, and to open my heart to ancient wisdom and new insights alike. Each time I ask myself those deep, soul-searching questions, I feel a spark of higher consciousness, a gentle nudge from the universe, reminding me that we are all capable of so much more. It is in these moments that I recognise the brilliance in others and in myself, and I am filled with hope for our shared journey.

Sometimes I call myself a digital soldier, though I must admit, I’m not very good at marching in straight lines! What matters to me is standing in my truth, even if others don’t always understand. I feel called to share what I’ve discovered, from the heart, and to be a cheerful messenger of hope, helping others lift their spirits and remember who they truly are. Since I began to understand why we’re all here on this beautiful Earth at this wild and wonderful time, I’ve come to see it as a grand adventure, a chance to wake up to our own light. I believe we’re here to honour the divine spark in each other, and to shine our love from the centre of our hearts, holding onto that Christ consciousness, so we can help humanity blossom together.

Curiosity is my constant companion on this journey, always nudging me to look beyond the surface and question the great matrix of life, those mysterious eight spheres. My soul seems to thrive on exploring spiritual science, and I find myself drawn to the wisdom of Rudolf Steiner, Gigi Young, and other brave mystics who dare to peek behind the curtain of our mind-conditioning. I love sharing what I discover, hoping my words might spark a little light in someone else’s heart. My inner work is a daily adventure, and I do my best to speak from the heart, offering whatever love and encouragement I can to my fellow travellers on this beautiful Earth.

A Soulful Warrior

I see myself as a soulful explorer, always searching for the truth that feels right in my heart. Sometimes, when I share what I’ve discovered, I get a few raised eyebrows or even lose a friend or two along the way. But I’ve learned that truth is like a seed—it doesn’t need defending, it just grows and reveals itself in its own time. So, I keep walking my path, trusting my inner compass, and sharing my journey with anyone who feels called to listen.

Nutritionist Practitioner

As someone who has walked the winding path of nutrition, I’ve come to see how our food choices shape not just our bodies but also our spirits. When I first learned about the hidden dangers of genetic modification and toxic chemicals, it felt like a wake-up call from the universe. That’s when I threw myself heart and soul, into learning about organic foods, ancient healing remedies, and gentle ways to help our bodies let go of what no longer serves us. I truly believe we are what we eat, and when we listen to our bodies with love and care, we begin to notice how much of our discomfort comes from foods that drain our energy and cloud our natural vitality. My hope is that by sharing what I’ve discovered, I can help readers see through the glossy masks of the pharmaceutical and food industries, and inspire anyone to clear away the toxins so their body can shine with its own light again.

I’ll be honest: I’m not a perfect vegetarian. Sometimes, when I’m out and about, I’ll have a bit of fish or chicken. But my heart is always guided by compassion for every living being. That gentle voice inside reminds me to tread lightly on this earth, to honour the life in every creature, and to choose kindness whenever I can. I truly believe our bodies are already blessed with everything we need from nature—seeds, fruits, and vegetables bursting with life. My wish is to share this love and respect for all beings, so that together we can nurture our planet and each other.

I’ve always seen myself as an optimist, someone who looks for the spark of goodness in every soul I meet. I truly believe in the magic of human consciousness, in our ability to learn, to grow, and to shape a brighter tomorrow together. My heart naturally wants to see the best in people, to stand up for those who need a voice, and to walk the path of awakening with courage and a smile. Life throws its storms, but I do my best to weather them with calm and a steady heart, always holding onto the truth and serving humanity with as much love and enthusiasm as I can muster. And yes, I’m willing to face whatever comes my way, because I know that’s how we grow.

Like every one of the 8 billion souls sharing this planet, I care deeply about our beautiful Mother Earth and the well-being of all her children. My heart aches for a world where kindness and health blossom, and I listen closely to what my soul longs to experience in this vast, magnificent Universe. I’ve gathered a basketful of lessons, insights, and a few hard-won discoveries along the way, and I love sharing them in the hope that they might light a candle for someone else’s journey. After all, isn’t that what dreams are for—to inspire us, and maybe even help us inspire each other?

At the heart of it all, my soul chose this body, this time, and this place on Earth for a reason. I am here to grow, to play my part in the great adventure of awakening, and to share my heart with others. I see myself as a messenger, a fellow traveler, and a friend, always seeking to support, inspire, and walk with others on this journey of consciousness.
Of course, no label or category can ever truly capture who I am. I am so much more than any description or role. Still, I love to share the things I do, the dreams I hold, and the ways I hope to make a difference. My journey is about growing, learning, and following the gentle nudges of my heart.

To my fellow awakened souls, I believe we are meant to find each other and walk this path together. I warmly invite you to join me as we explore, learn, and grow side by side through my blog, my stories, and my journals on the language of light. Let’s keep inspiring one another as we journey onward.

Namaste

Nadine May

History as a Published Author

Her investigations on this topic are also published through this WordPress blog – ‘The End Times” –

Her First novel, The Reality Shifters, has a blog where she plans to share the dialogue between her characters about ascension topics.

Through Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, Minds, MeWe, Pinterest, and several other social network groups, Nadine is connected to coworkers who all want to make a difference in the world.

Have a Look at the video clip of the mind-drawing workshop on The Language of Light. The Shoot was taken by Breeze Productions for Free Spirit TV on channels 2 and 3 in South Africa.

The Language of Light is available for Online Ordering in SA – and the journals are formatted in an Ebook format where links are published in the blog on the Language of Light 

Robin Beck – her publisher