How it Began
Most of the knowledge I have gathered over the years began to take shape more than thirty years ago, specifically in the vibrant autumn of 1990. It was during this time that I found myself sitting in front of my son’s computer, my fingers dancing across the keyboard, as the characters I envisioned sprang to life. The very first among them was Liesbeth, a captivating “walk-in soul” who stepped into the narrative with a purpose. Liesbeth took on the role of editor, weaving together the journals of other intriguing figures: Ingrid, Richard, and Annelies, transforming their poignant thoughts and experiences into visionary fiction novels. Through this process of storytelling, I sought to illuminate the complex visions, profound ideas, and intricate concepts that define our earthly existence and delve into the origins of the human species.
Over the years, I discovered that spiritual awakening is not a singular event but rather a journey that unfolds in stages. The insights I received during the seventies often felt like elusive whispers, unclear and distant. Yet, I was compelled to trust in the guidance of my spiritual mentor, whom I affectionately call POWAH. His presence felt like a beacon, inspiring me to craft a narrative around the incarnation of a collective soul on our planet.
This odyssey of self-discovery ignited a fiery passion within me, but it also required me to undertake significant transformations in my life. Many of these changes proved to be challenging, pushing me out of my comfort zone. However, as I reflect on the past forty years, I recognise that my own inner awakening has evolved in tandem with the first four pivotal stages of this spiritual journey.
2025
Currently, as I immerse myself in the writing of the fourth novel in my series, entitled “Parallel Realities,” I find myself uncovering a deeper understanding of the narrative. The structure of the storyline, with its intricate layers and meanings, has revealed itself to me as a carefully crafted tapestry, designed to convey the profound truths and experiences I have encountered along this remarkable path.
Nadine, Her Intent
I am that I am
I am a social activist, meaning I do not mindlessly follow conventional mainstream media propaganda nor agree with establishment political views or popular society narratives. Such a typical classification does not define who I am, and traditional perception does not describe what I do. Yes, I chose to accept my soul calling. Without hesitation (writing about our Awakening to our Ascension journey), I actively participated in the collective movement for justice, exposed the false information fabricated by the corrupt government, and wholeheartedly supported humanity’s awakening.
I also humbly share my discoveries from 50 years of spiritual science, which have involved studying the writings of authors such as Rudolf Steiner, Edgar Casey, and C. G. Harrison, among many others.
I hope the indisputable evidence will provoke people to question reality and uncover the truth, even by reading visionary fiction. I plan to help others free themselves from the malevolent Cabal’s mind-control program.
A Free-thinker
I am a freethinker who enjoys human sovereignty and is unwilling to let any authority influence my character, manipulate my thoughts, or affect my emotions. I love living in a world filled with passion, expression, and compassion. I love any creativity that keeps the mind focused on our intent.
I strive to honour my freedom and the free will of others, always acting by my conscience. By maintaining integrity and being honest with others, I will have no regrets because I consciously want to be the best version of myself. This approach helps me understand how to live freely and recognise the true meaning of freedom.
Civil Disobedient
I am a civil disobedient; I intend to act on whatever inspires my self-expression and soul to experience through my writings and authentically reveal these shocking phenomenal scams of this world without personal interpretation. I am not willing to submit to self-proclaimed feudal ideas, not willing to be complicit, not willing to follow the popular trend, not willing to see the criminal elite doing whatever they want to harm humans, and not willing to spend my life ordinarily. Additionally, I remain transparent in sharing my heart, actively utilising my spiritual pursuits of knowledge and awakening insights to provoke others to consider the truth outside the mainstream narrative.
I also honour my conscience and do not comply with the ideological control of the evil Cabal. I stand up to reject those who manipulate our thinking minds or dominate our lives, refusing those programs imposed on us that are inconsistent with our natural principles, common sense, and humanity. I hope my fearless actions will resonate with you and inspire you to join me in protesting unlawful authoritative rule and resisting fraudulent oppression.
I am a full-time learner. I knew humanity was lulled into great deceptions from birth. Hence, in the last 50 years, I have committed to clearing, brainwashing, and unlearning those misconceptions, diligently studying ancient wisdom and facts, persistently relearning new insights, and uncovering the truth. Also, permitting my dedication to release the old distortion of reactive patterns or unsupportive programs, I comprehend that when I inquire about deep self-knowledge, I recognise geniuses’ hearts and higher consciousness, which shall upgrade my human consciousness.
I am a digital soldier; I aspire to stand in righteousness, regardless of what others may label me. I have chosen to authentically articulate my discovery and gladly be an instrument of a positive and uplifting messenger to support other people in elevating consciousness. Since I learned why we are on earth during these times, I understand that this epic moment is meant to remind us of who we are and to treasure this magnificent journey. We should also honour one another’s divinity and lovingly contribute radiant light by holding Christ’s consciousness in our heart centre to assist humanity’s evolution.
I am a deep researcher; to benefit my soul’s growth and the welfare of mankind, I question the matrix (the eight spheres). In addition, I continuously study spiritual science through the works of Rudolf Steiner and other mystics, such as Gigi Young‘s information, to investigate the absolute truth beneath the mind conditioning program. Further, I willingly voice my findings and present my breakthroughs to encourage others to inquire and explore. Unwearyingly doing my inner work, speaking my heart, and sharing my unconditional love with all the kind brothers and sisters on earth.
A Soulful Warrior
I am a soulful warrior, tirelessly articulating conclusive evidence from my research, bravely standing in what I trust is the truth, and fearlessly expressing my heart’s desire for freedom. Whether other people ridicule me for not complying with a government authority or friends turn their backs on my choice, I firmly believe the truth does not need to be defended; facts shall reveal themselves sooner than we think. Thus, I persist in my spiritual quest and journey of disclosure.
Nutritionist Practitioner
I am a nutritionist practitioner and learned about genetic modification and toxic chemicals as weapons to poison the human body. Thus, I deliberately devoted full time to studying organic food, exploring wholesome nutrition, investigating ancient remedies, examining beneficial detoxification, and learning a holistic approach to restoring our health to a natural state. I believe we are what we eat. When we pay attention to our body’s needs, our consumption of food, and our daily nourishment, we shall find that all those diseases or dysfunctions appearing in our body are often caused by misinformation and the intake of low-energy foods that create illness. I sincerely hope my conclusive research allows other people to see the actual colour of a pharmaceutical drug and the food industry; also, my alternative suggestion is that cleaning out toxins polluting our system can facilitate people to experience a holistic body.
I am not a complete vegetarian; I still eat fish and chicken outside the home. However, I have compassion for all creatures, which guides my soul, promotes my well-being, elevates my conscience, and fosters my love for the planet. I do not participate in cruelty or cause suffering to other beings. The Great Creator has already provided the human body with every nutrient our health needs, including seeds, fruits, and vegetables. Hence, I want to share eternal love with all creatures.
I am a sovereign being, and like the rest of the 8 billion humans, I care about humanity’s welfare. I care about our splendid Mother Earth, I care about the virtuous world that we are living in, and I care about our healthy future. I also care about what my heart chooses, what my soul desires to experience, and what my spirit aspires to accomplish in this magnificent Universe. Moreover, I humbly utilise my learning, knowledge, research, discoveries, insights, and wisdom to impact life experiences and achieve the grand vision of my dreams.
Above all, my soul chooses this human body, this Avatar, and this time on Earth to expand and contribute to consciousness evolution while being a messenger to support each other, seek adventure, and be integrity to share a compassionate heart with humanity.
Although those above categories cannot describe me as who I am, my true self is not attached to any classification or characterisation. Yet, I want to present some aspects of what I do, my responsibilities, my ideas, my objectives, my commitments, and my aspirations.
My awakened friends, I anticipate that we can find like-minded souls together. May I invite you to continue walking with me on this spiritual quest through my blog articles, visionary fiction novels, workbooks and journals on the language of light?
Namaste
Nadine May
History as a Published Author
Nadine’s writing career started when she won an S.A literary award in 1999 for the first chapter of a novel. In 2000, a friend recommended that she send her manuscript, “My Love, We are Going Home,” to Kima Global Publishers. In 2001, she moved to Cape Town to join Robin’s publishing company. Today, she is still very involved as the Creative Director of Kima Global Publishers.
Her field of interest is the awakening to our ascension. She created a fictional human plot through her art therapy and decoding workshops. Exploring an awakening by writing the lightworker’s journals about the Jaarsma clan became her mission.
Her series of visionary fiction novels is a fictional plot-driven storyboard about the awakening and activation of the nine main characters’ psychic powers due to the workshops they are all attending. She has incorporated the Language workshops ( seen in the video ) and her forthcoming Body Codes of Light workbook classroom as the core focus, where, through dialogue, her reader can follow a multi-dimensional scenario that could be real.
Her investigations on this topic are also published through this WordPress blog – ‘The End Times” –
Her First novel, The Reality Shifters, has a blog where she plans to share the dialogue between her characters about ascension topics.
Through Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, Minds, MeWe, Pinterest, and several other social network groups, Nadine is connected to coworkers who all want to make a difference in the world.
Have a Look at the video clip of the mind-drawing workshop on The Language of Light. The Shoot was taken by Breeze Productions for Free Spirit TV on channels 2 and 3 in South Africa.
The Language of Light is available for Online Ordering in SA – and the journals are formatted in an Ebook format where links are published in the blog on the Language of Light
Robin Beck – her publisher
The End of Time 